I have really severe brainfog. Also a lot of decision paralysis
never really know who I wanted to be. Never knew who my "tribe" were. Can't relate to leftish people or emo subcultures. can't relate to incel chuds that typically roam sites like these. Constantly worried that I might do the wrong thing. Just about getting by. Not doing bad enough to warrant mental health support of any kind but not good enough to thrive.

I just need a purpose, a goal. I just can't convince myself to subscribe to a religion. How the hell do atheists have the drive to do anything if there is nothing in the afterlife?

failed so many life stuff not because of other people or being x/10 or any incel bullshit. I know that I just need to pull the right strings. What strings though?

Am I even using the proper reaction image for this post? Will anyone even care to read this aimless rant?