I’ve decided to kms. I want it to be quick and as painless as possible. Low survivability rate. I don’t want to give myself the chance to have second thoughts, as pointless as that may be. I’ve fucked up my life to the point of no return and can never take it back. I also don’t want to survive and have any longstanding injuries or pain. If I hate my life now it’ll only be worse if i become gravely injured from it. Any advice would be helpful. I have no guns.