>3 decades coding experience
>2 decades making fan levels for various FPS games
>2 decades making music
Great! I'll make an FPS now and--
>completely mentally freeze like an opossum in headlights when opening Blender and trying to make even the most basic low-poly monster model made
wtf is the matter with me? I can absolutely make a game like Dusk given everything ELSE in my skillset, if it weren't for the fact that making art, even super-simple "programmer art", gives me some profoundly irrational stage-fright reaction that I can't get over