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(cont'd) Even when I was outside walking on the road to the freeway, I saw and heard several fire trucks pass by (warning signals that the Devil is afoot). So I reasonably felt down about letting down God. But the wind blew and the day was cool as I psyched my self up, hummed the song I liked linked in the OP, and prayed while I walking, which came across as a way to still feel God (the Holy Spirit) cushioning against the Devil, saying that "I'm here with you regardless. Thank you for the effort to make things right in repenting."

I made a pretty decent distance, but told myself to head back after I got near the freeway as my legs were itching bad. The feeling ended up fading away. And a thing that really stood out to me that I feel was God communicating to me explicitly (because he knew this thread was on my mind while I was out there and he knew I wanted to respond to your post which preturbed me - usually I take your posts as silly and fun, carefree, but this one stood out as being representative of 2 different worlds that I wished to breach and connect - atheists that don't feel God's presence and Christians that do, wishing to spread the Gospel and the kingdom).

Now this is the testimony. Essentially what happened when I was walking back home is that there was a man that was a bit of a distance ahead of me but was walking solidly mostly all the time I was coming back. He stopped near the grass and some shade with the trees, and he sat down. I had a bit of social anxiety that built inside of me because part of me wanted to wave my hand coming by him and say "hey" with a smile. But I was nervous to even make any eye contact. I looked at him for a bit when I was approaching.