I like the virtual bar threads more, because I find it improper and poor taste to complain on the indomitable spirit ones on Monday. Still for both, whoever is making these I thank you anon(s), you're very cool.

I am going to blogpost about boring shit, so be warned. Its not like I expect you to read this anyway baka, posting shit on the internet is enough for me for that emotional surrogacy, maybe not having social media ever helped on that regard.

I wonder if going to an actual Izakaya style bar and talking about my life to the barman would be a positive experience. Not sure there are any where I live, but the life wisdom of an old barkeep and the entire allure of things as shown in holywood movies is enticing. Just had to know a place first, I mean most of the bar staff is just zoomers and zoomer girls. The work don't pay much, and owners don't care like, small bussiness is also becoming less and less a thing. So Imagine talking to a 20 year old extravert about life, kek.

Anyway, I completely turned back 3-4 weeks or more of my progress on lifting/weight loss by binge smoking weed and eating like a pig for an entire week. Could be alright to make a mistake like that, but there is literally nothing more important to me nowadays but the project of resculpting the shape of my body, so why did I ruin an entire month of progress for myself? I am at 118kg again, was 110 already, I guess you could cope that there must be more muscle than before to that mass, but frankly the number is the only thing I care about.