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all of it was for nothing

my mental decline; my self harming permanently ruining every joint in my body; im way more crippled now than i used to be

i would have killed myself; but last year on 1/15/24 i met my wife thru this board; and quickly discovered shes the true love of my life; i feel more than even i did before

im very happily married now

my wife flew to meet me on 2/2/24 so now that date isnt cursed by Evelyn anymore; 12 days later on valentines my wife proposed to me; and we married at the end of summer; and moved me to her state a few weeks later

i miss my bestie and cat alot but im finally happy and loved for who i am; loved the way i need; and my love for my wife isnt avoided or rejected; we drown in eachother everyday

thanks for hearing my story

please dont do something like what happened to me; be clear about your feelings