>>81900259
i need friends and a gf to thrive but it doesn't seem like that's ever gonna happen
>>81900284
it's not safe here at night. whenever i went out, i saw people staring at me all the time and it made me really uncomfortable. it's hard to act nonchalant about it when you feel their eyes fixated on you.
>>81900308
there's no nature in my area sadly. just a bunch of concrete and commieblocks. maybe that's part of what's making me lose it. there's no local forest or river. i'm not able to sleep because of my anxiety anymore. i've been up for 48 hours and whenever i close my eyes i just have a panic attack and wanna cry. i hope i can pass out or something.
>>81900311
I CAN'T GET A GUN HERE!!!!