>>76259963
Finally got my rabbinic rites for future skin surgery... BMI papers pre-weightloss to prove it.
I went from 109.8 to pretty much hovering 99.5-100 range now.
So far just eating less and eating cleaner. (No snacks, sugar and stuff like that.)
Added some basic dumbbells no guides, just doing what I kinda saw others do on TV as a kid, curls lifting into a T pose and above my head, basic stuff. Only 3kg each hand cuz I only have muscle on my calves.
Now the issue...
WW3 is coming soon TM.
Any reason not to stop my health improvement journey? Currently I got hernias and shit too which I'm trying to fix.
I'm in Hungary and I'm afraid of getting drafted desu. as there is no age limit and I'm only 29 anyways.
Been unironically considering eating myself to death after the Iran happenings last night, but so far I didn't.

It doesn't help that I saved up like 6-7 months of my meager wagie earnings which amounts to like 5k €. Most money I ever had since I was a complete NEET from 18-27.
Now they say digital money is coming with an expiry date, I already had to download some digital citizenship app for some health related stuff...
Considering blowing it all on a new phone, crap ton of hard drives and a NAS to hoard digital stuff before they censor the net. I'll never have a comfy commie era "Kádár cube TM" with a rose garden in some rural village where I can be a hermit by saving up anyways.
Only positive news is that I at least feel somewhat of an improvement, but not too much.
I expect it to be mega noticeable once I'm closer to 90 or 85kg. Not visually just general well-being.

I'm demoralized as hell and I do believe for good reason.
How do you guys keep motivated with your goals when shit is actually fucked?