>>81951020
>why do you need permission or acceptance to exist on your own terms?
i've given up and made my piece with the fact that i will be living in solitude. it doesn't make it feel any less disgusting to wear human skin.
i fear what i don't understand, and i don't understand anyone. i am scared all the time and it's difficult for me to go outside or hold down a job or function properly. years of exposure therapy have made it worse and things aren't looking too sustainable.