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>caffeine makes me even more sleepy
How i get it that is just another indicator that there is indeed something with your brain not working with dopamine properly and that stuff.
Could also be however that it has a similar effect to the proper meds and you may be confusing some hint of mellowness for tiredness? My first ritalin dose made it really tempting to go the bed just because of how slowed down everything felt. You get awake and focused but if you have nothing do you just want to rest i guess.

>cause i cant find the motivation to do anything. it might just be depression acting up.
Ha, its hard not be under these circumstances.
100% in the same boat.

>and im guessing the ones you tried didnt do much
Not a lot of success. I think the melatonin spray did make me more sleepy once but that was after i woke up and not while i was falling asleep :^)
>are we ever gonna be able to feel rested i wonder
It is kinda nice to be reminded of bed however. Picrel also.

>would you say its really important to know it properly?
If you are not drawing people or animals then probably not but if you are then it and perspective are must haves. I actually get perspective i think but its easy to forget and not apply. I still need to learn everything in general tho.