>>936612288
I get absolutely no satisfaction from that and it's not my ranch. I'm a ranch hand and I have to do exhausting hours of work just to make my rent here, stealing the boss's rifle and shooting his livestock would bring me a temporary escape from the boredom but is no better than killing myself. I need a way out of this place. I need to build my life back, get my own apartment again, get my own car. I feel stuck though. I feel like there's no escape.