modern dating and especially casual sex is dehumanizing for everyone involved and if that doesn't bother you then you are a genuine NPC.

>woah bro why are you overreacting so hard
>if this is how you act no wonder you don't have friends

I HAVE POSTED IN THE SEVERE MENTAL ILLNESS THREAD HOW MUCH SIGNPOSTING DO YOU NEED

upwards of 80% of the time whenever I wake up I have a sinking feeling that I'm dying or my life is over/ending

I wake up in a depressive state in like the third or fourth stage of grief most days, feeling like "yeah my life may as well be over, I've fucked it up so hilariously up to this point so I may as well die anyway" or "WHY IS MY LIFE SO SHIT I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY FOR ONE DAY BEFORE I DIE"

maybe I should eat more leafy greens...