>>81856865
>can't talk about it honestly
I'm sorry but I think I'd keep you alive until you told me more. I love hearing about stupid internet bullshit like that. My cult sadly is 95% unironic. Btw did you use to use /x/?

>no money, no job, no experience, no social skills, no family, no friends
Idk you sound depressed to me to be honest. First you'd need something to give a shit about in the first place instead of just browsing the same shit all day. It could be literally anything, even cock and ball torture.