Sometimes I think I shouldn't have trooned and just been gay but then I remember how fucking gross it is too not have hair on your head have facial hair and muscles and I'm like oh I just hate myself and think if i picked another option I'd be happy but we know this isn't the case I'm doomed doomed I tell you DOOOOOMEEEDDD

When I hear of a lonely guy or transgirl around my age I just want to date him or her and fix the loneliness and be lover besties forever but I already did that so now it's this evil urge that would make me unfaithful but I still get it and feel guilty that I can't help them. That being said I love my bf and he loves me for me despite still needing ffs. Maybe I'm just a Charlotten a heathen a succubus one of the devils minions made flesh.

I'm really glad I am able to take estrogen look okish and have a bf. I dont think I could have dated a woman I'm 5'2 and hopelessly addicted to videogames and obviously jealous women get to be women. My bf Is awesome and I love him so much and I got into a bottom rhythm where sex has become fairly easy and ahh I'm just so happy with my romantic life. This isn't meant to be malicious against women in anyway my dad just made it very clear I HAD to date a woman growing up.

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