>>22814054
that's always the risk going after someone half your age and twice your looks

You're not going to win, especially if you go begging

all men go through this. We all do.
You're going to get dumped and it's ok. She's not the one even if she's the one you always remember. Chalk it up to ambition or optimism. Aim for someone you can actually impress. Let her go. She wants you to let her go so let her go. There are others out there.