>>81897515
>thats the pic you took?
yeah! not for nothing its my favourite of all of the pictures i've taken. (and i've taken a lot)
>so its not like things get worse if you try
i guess so, i got nothing to lose and everything to gain after all.
>"i dont like writing, i like having written"
hm, thats a good quote. its the same for me too when it comes to a lot of things including cooking
>need to force myself to write
ah i need to force myself to do so many things honestly. it feels bad having to do that, i wish i had the motivation normalfags have. it kind of makes me question why even bother doing something if i have to force myself to
>cooking for yourself part is just practice
yeah i guess its that way.
>i used to read lot of manga
which ones? i used to read a lot of books as a kid but now i dont read much, mostly cause of my adhd. i also like writing in my journal, it helps dealing with the bad thoughts.
>do you feel like sometimes it makes you think too much?
oh definitely. almost everything makes me think too much lole. i dont dislike thinking about philosophy but sometimes it touches some dark subjects and worsens my mood
>fav album i should give a listen
i think perception, but hope is also a fantastic one
>eminem
used to listen to him all day when i was in high school along with NF. kinda makes me nostalgic nowdays.
>damn you have a really big music taste
what can i say i enjoy good sounds. i listen to music all day everyday
>about what you want to rap/sing?
wasnt really talking about lyrics, but more so notes. i guess if i had to talk about a topic in a song then it would be my struggle with depression. very original, i know
>never really learned to deal with heavy emotions
ahhh me too. i often get overwhelmed by emotions and it feels pretty awful. what are your daydreams about usually?
>i always feel some relief looking at the sky
i like it the most when its night. one day i wanna see a clear night sky with all the stars and galaxies. its my dream