>spent another week night crying and drinking myself to sleep in order to endure thoughts of having to work tomorrow

I can't keep working this job
I'm so fucking stressed, I'm drinking every single night, I'm taking swigs of liquor before work, I'm bringing booze to have on my lunch. Not even enough to get tipsy most of the time, but it's still not healthy
I have never experience such acute stress, my life feels like a living hell right now