What makes this troon shit even harder is that I have the potential to be handsome. I'm not model-looking or anything, but if I tried really hard I could be a 7/10 man.
Why would I risk losing that in hopes of becoming a woman, when the likelihood of success is really low? Not to mention the things that give me the potential to be attractive would work against me if I went the troon path (height, shoulders, etc)