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6/21/2025, 4:18:34 PM
How does one resolve this?
After 1-3 months of any constructive routine, learning, or job, an insurmountable combination of anxiety and fatigue bubbles up in me, and I quit/ self-destruct (get into a fight with colleagues. get drunk and arrested, simply quit my routine and bedrot.)
Also I can't stand people at all, any fucking little way they step on my I always have to retaliate. Can't be around women AT ALL (except 1 on 1, then I do well).
Dropped out of uni 3 times. Held 25 jobs. 2 of my own businesses. Used to be jacked for a while.
I'm 36, and this shit has WRECKED my life.
How do I hang on to anything for longer? I am so discouraged by lifelong failure, so tired and desperate by this point...
HOW DO I GET INTO SOME ACTIVITY LONGTERM TO GAIN MASTERY, WIHTOUT THIS INNER ENEMY SABOTAGING ME???
After 1-3 months of any constructive routine, learning, or job, an insurmountable combination of anxiety and fatigue bubbles up in me, and I quit/ self-destruct (get into a fight with colleagues. get drunk and arrested, simply quit my routine and bedrot.)
Also I can't stand people at all, any fucking little way they step on my I always have to retaliate. Can't be around women AT ALL (except 1 on 1, then I do well).
Dropped out of uni 3 times. Held 25 jobs. 2 of my own businesses. Used to be jacked for a while.
I'm 36, and this shit has WRECKED my life.
How do I hang on to anything for longer? I am so discouraged by lifelong failure, so tired and desperate by this point...
HOW DO I GET INTO SOME ACTIVITY LONGTERM TO GAIN MASTERY, WIHTOUT THIS INNER ENEMY SABOTAGING ME???
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