>>39909862
>Best of luck to you too, buncreature...
Thank you, Anon.

>>39926607
>Christ, sorry to hear anon.. do keep us posted, alright? I wish you all the best.
Thank you as well, it is all appreciated.
I am currently waiting to see if I will considered for an interview this week, I have applied for a forklift license and I am getting my tax details together.

Waiting for further news of job opportunities while my family disintegrates from internal drama and external finance problems.
I can't tell if this is a new problem or not.

I had a very emotionally taxing day, again.
I geuss I just can't be myself or honest no matter where I am.
I annoy or aggrevate people off just by being a little messy and scowling too much, I geuss neighbours run the world.

I want to be left alone.
If I ever have the luxury of dying peacefully in a hospital bed, I hope it's just my siblings and a few friends watching me cave in.

I can't wait to leave everything behind so everyone can go live thier perfect littles lives, without me obviously.

If I have the cash and connections, I'd be in a city right now where nobody can point me out in a crowd.
I'm tired all the time now too.

Apologies for the blog post, I'm in a very immature and self-pitying mood tonight, also I need to go to sleep now.

Goodnight and goodluck.