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7/18/2025, 8:17:33 PM
>>81874937
>>81875021
I should also mention I have very low self esteem. I've been improving in many aspects in life, but the problem is I don't feel like I've been improving fast enough. I'm 25, and I feel way behind in life, like the average man in the US my age is much more successful than me, both financially and sexually. I've really buff and strong now and much leaner than I was at my peak of obesity in 2020, but I'm still unemployed. I work for my dad occasionally, but I can't get any normal job (a 9 to 5 or A time to B time job) due to not being able to maintain a schedule due to my insomnia that I believe is caused by OCD, but I suspect there could be something else potentiating it. I take four different sleep medications: quetiapine, suvorexant, melatonin, and zolpidem.
>>81875080
>NPD
My uncle obviously has this. He is really nasty to deal with and emotionally draining, so I do everything possible so I don't have to talk to him or be around him, which is fortunately almost never. I have exhibited some behavior associated with NPD, but I feel like I have too much empathy to be NPD. I feel a ton of shame and guilt after acting out in front of my dad. He does so much for me, and I've essentially been a parasite all these years who's been nasty to him.
>>81875021
I should also mention I have very low self esteem. I've been improving in many aspects in life, but the problem is I don't feel like I've been improving fast enough. I'm 25, and I feel way behind in life, like the average man in the US my age is much more successful than me, both financially and sexually. I've really buff and strong now and much leaner than I was at my peak of obesity in 2020, but I'm still unemployed. I work for my dad occasionally, but I can't get any normal job (a 9 to 5 or A time to B time job) due to not being able to maintain a schedule due to my insomnia that I believe is caused by OCD, but I suspect there could be something else potentiating it. I take four different sleep medications: quetiapine, suvorexant, melatonin, and zolpidem.
>>81875080
>NPD
My uncle obviously has this. He is really nasty to deal with and emotionally draining, so I do everything possible so I don't have to talk to him or be around him, which is fortunately almost never. I have exhibited some behavior associated with NPD, but I feel like I have too much empathy to be NPD. I feel a ton of shame and guilt after acting out in front of my dad. He does so much for me, and I've essentially been a parasite all these years who's been nasty to him.
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