do you ever feel guilty when you're having a good time? like a "i don't deserve this" kind of feel?
that's how i'm feeling all the time.

I'm really dumb and useless.
I wish it wasn't the case but i hate doing productive stuff
nothing is fun

i caved, i bought those big rice crispy treats from tiktok. i couldn't resist, they look so squishy and marshmallowy, marshmallows are my weakness.