If I had to guess the reason I transitioned was because in basically all cases I just relate to women more on everything and enjoy spending time with women and struggle to relate to men. I just connect to women on a spiritual level even though my entire life I've struggled with isolation due to extreme gender segregation and homophobia growing up and I was socially stunted. Even though I was an only child and mostly was around boys growing up, I have always just connected to women and girls more for whatever reason. Me desperately wishing I could have friends but being isolated from people that I connect with led me to depression and wishing I was a woman throughout my life. But in reality, I am ok with being a man. I just need more friends and more time around women