>>81849338
If it makes you feel any better the vast majority of men will never have a girlfriend that loves them. In that respect you are not alone.
Don't get me wrong. Most men will have sex. They'll even have relationships, but not love. They'll go through their entire life with women that at best tolerate them and at worst actively hate them. You will not get real love from a woman. You're pining something that only exists in old movies and Japanese cartoons.