>>7622708
I forgot that wanted to reply to this, you know you're right. You need to turn it into an habit, a playful one. An "sport" if you like. I had the same videogame early "addiction", till one day I just started messing around with the file resources, messing up with skins, maps, scripts, and that ruined it for me. In my mind now Games are just a bunch of lame shit put in sequence to make you loose your time. And even as I tried to get back into "gaming", my mind couldn't undo de effects of that black pill.
How to get in the draw "zone" then? It's a mind thing, like what happened to me with this book, I got immersed in it, mentally, and I just felt the unstoppable need to do a thing with it. Now that need could crash against the wall of your skill level, but that depends on how you manage it. You don't have to make a whole project, but maybe, just a character, or just a symbol or thing or artifact. Just "to see" how it comes out of your own mind and pencil. You need that mind juice, a mental obsession, a person is driven by desire, of any sort. Seek that and feed on that.

>>7622875
For real? Thank you anon! Yeah, I realized pretty soon that the author was trying to fuck with you, pretty blatantly, at any corner available. He tried to mess with your mind till the last fucking sentence that sob lmao. So I took my precautions, lol. I do have lots and lots of personal thesis, like, I think maybe Eata threw him out of the boat that night after the flood lol. You could talk about tbotns for ages. I don't think that I'll read that again though. I think I squeezed out everything I needed from it.
There you have a last extra panel.