>>40176783
no, im sober-ish. I've done too many drugs, and I have brain damage and physical problems from abuse during my early teens. if i did anymore, I'd spiral out of control, probably.

there was this random pill i did. I had no clue what it was (not that i really cared atp) or anything comparable to it now.it was really odd, very physically intense, visually moderate, and a very weird but intense headstate. It felt like there was rain hitting my skin, and every little drop was ecstasy. the visuals were like being underwater almost, like water caustics. This drug reminded me of these rainy thunder-y days when I was a kid watching the lightningbolts hit the water over the ocean. I have tried finding any reference of this drug everywhere online from erowid to rc websites, I literally can't find a single thing like this.