>>717838935
i like makima but the dog shit is just weird.
it's kind of appealing in that way. the first time i had sex there were dangerously weird brother-sister incest roleplay vibes coming from the 10 years older girl i was with. when i read the csm manga, the part where denji goes to makima's apartment and she's just a completely different person relitigated that experience.

it's immensely uncomfortable, but you just sort of hold it together and try not to fuck up the vibe. it's a weird lived experience that's mildly traumatizing if you're an inexperienced, naive young man but feels weirdly valuable to have.