>>40478769
Ironically, I apparently have a lot of luckshit potential, since I still regularly male fail in regular guy clothes. Last time it happened, a woman pointed me towards the women's restroom when I was just about to go in the men's restroom.
Really can't see how I even resemble a woman though. To myself I just look like a capital M Man.

>>40478850
Are you implying that I should do this in order to rep, or in order to lead a healthy social life? I definitely did all of these things and I still have a healthy enough social life, but that didn't change the fact that I ended up like this.
There was always an aversion to socializing and I always had to force myself to do anything, simply because I am never feeling like myself whenever I'm engaging with anybody, but at this point this might actually just be autism

>>40478851
Why do so many trans people that relate to me end up also having ocd? I am aware how much my whole dilemma resembles gender ocd, but I really doubt that's actually it.
I show no other signs of ocd in my life except when it comes to gender, and even then, it very much switches between looking like trans-ocd to looking like cis-ocd from minute to minute.
I'm really sorry you had to go through this as well, since I would also describe it as hell. Right now it's pretty bearable, but there were week long periods where functionally crippled by it all.
How did you end up gaining certainty in being trans? Knowing this might help me climb out of this hole I've dug myself