>>81902561
>Feel you, im also autistic and I feel like life is moving slowly for me while accelerating for everything else.
that's a good way of putting my feelings into words. i guess i'm frustrated because it feels like i haven't lived life at all at my age, when others got to party, travel, make friends, go through relationships and just experience all these healthy developmental milestones that they'll remember even on their deathbed
>also stuff like anime and vidya still exist which is good
i used to be content with being alone and drowning myself in anime and vidya when i was younger, but it doesn't do the trick anymore, specifically for the reasons i mentioned above. my brain just tells me that i should be out there doing crazy stuff with my non-existent friends and living life instead. need to shed this normie mentality once and for all... but i don't know how...