>>81797083
>>81797061
>>81797054
I love my wife but her and I have two completely different personalities, shes very outgoing and talks a lot and enjoys life, shes optimistic while im the opposite, I dont say much, I do what I have to do and I am very pessimistic. It doesnt mean Im a bad person. Its just that so many things have happened over the last 5 years ive had to go through so many humiliation rituals just to have my career, which leads me to be actively not home a lot. I just got a very good high paying position that requires wayyy less work and i can spend more time at home, i feel like ive done everything i had to do, and now i feel like i should enjoy it, but when i look at her i am not attracted like I used to be, I remember the time we got married my heart was racing because I thought she was so beautiful and everything felt awesome and now its nothing special and she doesnt behave professionally like me. She literally sits at the window eating a subway sandwich like this before her flight