>>105876696
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>>40159907
i have ASD and i am a sort of AGP. i had suicidal thoughs for some weeks now and i started to consume ectasy in order to relate to people. the other day some rich college guys invited me over their roof to party and even if they reasured me that everything was okay and i wasnt a bother i didnt feel like i belonged there. they danced in shapes like they knew their own body, like that they recognize themselves and i desired to relate to people in the same way these college students danced if that make any sense. i dont have any friends. my only friend is not much of a friend but someone who likes to vent to me and thats better than nothing, i never went to college, never had sex (with a female) and my life havent change in the last 4-5 years. i am unable to recognize anyone though i can mimic people behaviour well. after feeling dread for so long and without the ability to socialize or go out in groups i feel like there is not much left for me. i dont know if i will kill myself but i wouldnt mind dying. i have more problems but what is ripping me apart is this dense feeling of loneliness