>>508144200
My family is fucking retarded that's the problem. My step dad is a veteran with back pain and smokes pot all day, my mom is a narcissistic control freak loaded up on meds, but she makes 90k a year so I have to behave and not get kicked out. My brother and I don't even interact. I have a family but there are absolutely no connections. I call my mom my mom but she doesn't even feel like my mom.
It feels like I got plopped down on this earth at 5 years old, I come from nowhere, I don't belong anywhere. There are no ties to anything. I'm not adopted I did a gay test, but I certainly feel adopted.
>>508144218
I don't know, I'm agnostic. Whatever happens, happens. All I know is fuck jews, ethnic nationalism is the only solution or something.
>>508144309
Christianity is a middle eastern religion. I am white. I'm not involved