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kindergarten/early elementary school (about 4-7 yo when socialization with others start)
suddenly being told I wasn't able to do some things because they were "for girls"
Getting along with girls more than with boys, too
I remember when we had sex ED when we were around 9 or 10, and they gave us a preemptive course on puberty and what changes to expect (mainly directed towards menstruation than anything)
I knew that my puberty was gonna be different, and it was a fucking low blow, from which I haven't recovered yet. I always waited and waited for my breasts to develop and whatnot, even though I knew that logically that wouldn't happen (I didn't learn about trannies or HRT until I was in my 20s)
I knew about crossdressers and drag queens, but that wasn't it, because those were just putting on a "woman costume" rather than turning themselves into women full time
So yeah, it started pretty early for me, if I knew HRT was a thing, or that trannies existed, I would've been a youngshit too, but alas, just my luck, not something possible for a kid in the 90s, in the part of the world where I grew up