My mother keeps asking me whether I’m gay because I’ve never had a gf or talked to her about any interest in girls.
I’m actually an ultra gooner but act pretty much asexual around my parents because they raised me very religiously, never showed affection towards each other, and made me uncomfortable with expressing any intimate desires around them. We don’t even say “I love you” to each other lol no shit I’m not gonna talk to you about girls. Pisses me off when it’s their fault for not cultivating an environment where I’d be comfortable talking to them with that sort of thing. Even if I got one I would do my best to conceal the fact lol. Been acting this way so long that I find the feeling of crushing on someone unnatural and something that needs to be suppressed and corrected
Oh and to answer the question i just don’t have a gf bc I’m short, have an ugly face, and have poor social skills. One or two of these traits are passable but all 3 makes things pretty difficult