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If she's not the one then I just want her to get a serious illness or just to suffer to the end of her days.
Also, can I blame her for not responding to THIS? I am such a freak, I am so ashamed of desiring death to her after reading it again
I've asked chatGPT to translate the images, but it only does so poorly. It cannot noramlly translate the stuff I wrote.

At the same time I would be so happy and sad if she'd live a miserable life.
And the same time I would be so bitter and happy if she'd have a good life with husband, kids, being a good woman like she is, and had a good career in science.

I don't know, this is just the one, and I can't do nothing about it. The worst thing is that I am mentally fucked forever. You should shoot on spot people like me, just like you shoot horses who can't run no more