>>40261178
Qott: its the only thing i desire being trans feels nothing but a burden and some of my trans friends don't think so wich makes me more miserable it wouldn't fix everything in my life but it would improve it by a lot sadly there is no way to be actually cis

>>40261200
I'm actually thinking of stopping (1yr & 3months)... what's the point ill never be a *real* cis woman anyway there isn't a real possibility to "pass" ppl will always just assume im a trans which i am i will never have a real vagina not to even speak of a uterus or clitoris like why bother if i cant be the think im trying to become i'm just a cheap imitation that's not actually cheap it's expensive to keep being on hrt i feel like almost nobody understands me (in my circle) they don't get the idea of wanting to be a cis woman there fine with being trans im not i wanna just be cis like maybe if i start repressing now it gets bearable the pain... like the pain will never go away full my desire to be cis is strong but maybe it will be more manageable that way