>>81946728
No, because I don't have an appetite. Two, I have self control. Three, only gay men like fat guys.

And even though I'm like pic related I'm still 20% body fat and flabby, but I should be 15%.

>watch obese woman stuff herself into a half conscious coma, then lays in bed and waves her belly fat around
>think how unfair it is women can live like this and guys will still cum from seeing them
>I can't get fat and have women gush over me
>was gonna make a thread clipping the vid
>see passion of the christ reaction on youtube
>see him suffer
>the devil rages when Jesus dies because his self sacrifice was successful
>realize I was using pessimistic questions to justify watching porn
>realize I shouldn't envy sin
It's all so clear to me now. Thank you, Lord. I have deleted the video and can't look at it anymore in good conscious. It makes me sick. For the time being. People sin because they feel like they aren't doing anything wrong. Please, pray to Jesus. Ask him what he wants you to do. You will feel the answer inside you. He will show you signs if you don't get it.