Over the handful of years I've grown to hate this hobby. Downright loath it to the point that sometimes I wish I could destroy it. I came in this hobby thinking that I make some friends but all I got was getting backstabbed, betrayed an alienation.
I hate the D20 and the D20 system. Not because it's a gas which it does. But because every time I play a game with a D20 in it it absolutely goes straight to shit.
I hate the fact for the last handful of years no matter what I do or why try I cannot find the game that interests me nor can never attract players to a game. I hate the fact that this entire franchise is dictated by three companies. Everything that has been done and will be done will be in vain due to their struggles because this entire franchise just one big fucking cannibalistic crap bucket. Personally at this point I want to burn it all down and beast on the scorch remains like a crab hot pot feast. I hate the fact that the only good place on the entire internet is this ratchet cesspit of a shit hole that is called /tg/.
I hate that every single person I've ever played with is an autistic dumbass fagit who is so far up their own ass that you give brain dead NPC sheeple a good name.