>>105911417
But will you ever feel what this otter is feeling OP?

>>212615721
"not normies" is a very vague target.
Different from normies can take on many shapes, and I am sure at least some of those shapes will be repulsive to you, and some appealing.
You should actually figure out what those things are.
Remember, it's hard to reach a goal, if you don't even know what it is.
And it's hard to know what your goal is when you don't know what you want.
And it's hard to know what you want if you don't know what, who you are.

Rather than living in vague misery you need to define yourself, what you like and don't like, and let those things be your guide in terms of where and what you should look for.
And yes, we both know you want a gf, companionship. But what kind of a person that gf is, is currently very vague, other than "not normie"

Anyway I have to go

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