my friend is mad at me. i betrayed his trust. he trusted me and i failed him. he was probably the last good friend god will ever grant me. that’s it. no more. i’m all alone for the rest of my life. i fucked up every opportunity i’ve been given. i simply wasn’t meant to have friends. i will die alone to the surprise or the sorrow of absolutely no one. no one will ever know i died. no one will ever know i lived. i and everything i represent will dissolve from existence itself. i was never here. because there was never an “i” to begin with. goodbye, everyone.