>>81932577
>Why do you have no control over your actions?
I have a high amount of control.
>Why are you so impulsive?
My brain did not form correctly.
>Do you think too much and are trapped in inaction instead?
When I was 15, yes. I often thought about death. It was scary.
>Either way you should start doing things to get out of your head.
Forever working on it.
>Try to get to know yourself better.
I know myself more than anyone else. Including my family. I have large sets of notes documenting my own behavior that I'll release as some point to my therapist and psychiatrist.
>Pack some lunch and go hike somewhere.
The weather here sucks.
>Just you and your thoughts, no internet.
I can do this. I've done it before.
>I know you can do it. Wuv you
Thank you.