I'll save you the life story, but for the young anons trying to figure themselves out, I can promise you that women cream themselves uncontrollably over barrel bodies with strong arms. They don't care how much your insecure need to earn more autistic fitness points than whoever bullied you in high school has sculpted your calves. They want the sense that there's a big bastard next to them that could kill guys with his hands and they're gonna get helplessly dicked by him later like a delicate doe getting plowed by a rampaging bull. Criticize that if you want, but it's what they love most in my experience. Women aside, I don't know why anybody would want to look any different.