>>81899189
4th of september would've been my birthday. it seemed like a good deadline to give myself. i'm just trying to build up the courage to just go through with it already until then. if anyone itt wants to push me over the edge, feel free to. i need it actually.
>>81899201
i vented a bunch above
>>81899204
>if only we werent so far apart
if only... i wish we could've been friends, but life just doesn't want us to have anything good
>>81899207
yea that's me