>>40056464
I think a hon attitude is what bothers me and a lack of self awareness not people not being able to pass. The agp in me wants to be a "whole" woman and anything less would just be causing me more problems then I can handle, I want some idealistic delu lu because living in reality sucks. My parents and the people around me trying to reinforce and encourage my masculinity used to bother me alot but not as much now for what I want is fruitless, the people in my life need a guy

I also appreciate the kind words and the fact that strangers online would sit down and type me thoughful paragraphs. Thanks. This is my actual last post doe I'm addicted to this board again