Day 4 SR, 3 days in to a water fast. Woke up pretty horny but nothing like what I'm used to. I've been trying to figure out if it's joining this general, the fasting, or my ritual practice that is making the difference, maybe all 3, but these first few days have been easier than they've ever been in my life. Barely any urges, not even anxiety when I think about 'what if I peeked?'. It's like a switch was flipped and I don't want to masturbate or look at sexual images. Meditation has been deep and easy, like lying in a warm bed on a cold night. Energy level is somewhat low because of fasting, but much higher than it ever was before I was doing SR. I think this is it, the dragon has been defeated.