Because the only spiritual belief I have now is that we are being farmed and consumed by higher dimensional beings for reasons we'll never fully understand. Whatever the source of it all is, it's impossible to comprehend at all or to even characterize meaningfully. I am not grateful for being cursed with existence. All pursuits are ultimately meaningless egowanks, even a "spiritual" life.

Not that all the other shit you listed will make things much better either. Hell isn't real, but we're definitely within something like it.

man imagine if female Celestial Dragons just picked the horniest and strongest studs to breed them haha wouldn't that be funny haha lol