>Navy shamelessly life blogs but on the upside has possibly figured out wtf is wrong with herself
Ended up sort of crying again yesterday, in my defense I'd worked 12 hours on 2 hours sleep - I work in a fridge, my family had used all the hot water and the idea of being cold again (i appreciate the irony given the weather currently) just got to me or more specifically that they hadn't cared enough to realise that it would affect me.
I think what I have is childhood (or really general) emotional neglect, every checklist I run through I'm minimum 75% matching to everything mentioned. Like i do not like self diagnosis but there has to be a reason I'm like this right?
There's more to say but typing in a refrigerator is hard.

Anyway I have my initial consult for laser coming up, so that's happening. I'm only after facial hair at first and I'll probably at home IPL body hair and see where that gets me but I need any traces of facial hair gone.
I am still waiting on the Army to do stuff on their end but haven't the bandwidth to talk to them while on shift. I wish they'd sort themselves so I could quit this job and have the time to get as much done as possible before I'm banished to training.
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Hypnotherapy worked on me for social anxiety at least presenting as a guy. I just kinda think unless you go in targeting something specific it's fairly pointless. But then I have many unresolved issues I've never tried therapy for.