>>149848697
Anhedonia fucking sucks. People think not being able to do what you what you want is unfulfilling but the thing is, in those cases there's still the possibility of eventually getting the thing you want and enjoying it.

If you actually *have* the things you want like enough money to live comfortably or the hot gf or time to pursue your interests, and come to realize there's still no pleasure in it, that's the real blackpill because there's nowhere to go. You can't cope by saying things will better because things are already good and it doesn't matter. It shatters the idea that you would be happy under different circumstances and you realize its just you and it will be like this everywhere and always