>>81970879
It will sound like schizobabbling if you haven't read Jung yet, unfortunately. But I can give you some some bulletpoints that you might want to ponder if that part resonated with you:
>Reflect on what she represents in your psyche.
>Construct dialogues with her (or use a well-built chatbot idk)
>Ask why certain traits feel comforting or compelling.
>Notice where those same traits are underdeveloped in you.

Through this process you begin to internalize her, not as someone outside you, but as part of your wholeness. Good luck.