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6/24/2025, 7:12:13 PM
>>76294269
I miss him
I miss him
6/13/2025, 9:09:08 PM
>>81480784
Agreed with most of this.
I don't think the bitterness will ever go away. Even after I have done so much progress towards "fitting in" my hatred for them grows greater. I cannot forgive really. Every time I am reminded how much they (would) hate me (if I behaved how I wanted) I want to do something violent to them and scream that they will either treat me as a human being or I will fucking end them.
It's not even that "fitting in" is that difficult anymore, or that it makes me feel uncomfortable. It's just these comments or reactions that remind me that if I stopped doing the dance even for a day they would go back to treating me like a subhuman.
I don't believe having a gf would fix much. I just know that I will keep coming back to this board, even if only once a month, to find the only people who know it is. And seeing posts like yours will always remind me where I really belong.
Agreed with most of this.
I don't think the bitterness will ever go away. Even after I have done so much progress towards "fitting in" my hatred for them grows greater. I cannot forgive really. Every time I am reminded how much they (would) hate me (if I behaved how I wanted) I want to do something violent to them and scream that they will either treat me as a human being or I will fucking end them.
It's not even that "fitting in" is that difficult anymore, or that it makes me feel uncomfortable. It's just these comments or reactions that remind me that if I stopped doing the dance even for a day they would go back to treating me like a subhuman.
I don't believe having a gf would fix much. I just know that I will keep coming back to this board, even if only once a month, to find the only people who know it is. And seeing posts like yours will always remind me where I really belong.
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